I was trying to look deep into your eyes
Lusting the way you looked at me
I thought you would say that you loved me
You barely cared
Pushed me against the wall
It did hurt me, you barely cared.
I jumped Hawaii and landed in UAE
Wondering where you would actually respect me
Someone once told me,
‘Babe, love is wasted, hold my hand honey
I will make your body glide on mine.’
Love is wasted?
Why did it appear to me that your eyes speak my name?
Maybe It was just a torture
you wanted me to hold on, not run away
I thought you want me to simply stay
You Pricked my body with thorns, not just words
You wanted me to bleed
Bleed naked
Blood flowed from the thigh down to my ankle
Over for you to lick it slow
and soothe your ego before it could extrude
Your fingers touched the bare skin of mine
a horripilation of your touch tingled down my spine
You pressed my skin
Comforting your grave need
You were lost in the ejaculated pleasure
I stood holding back tears
Slowly running down my cheek
You hushed me
Slowly kissing my Nucha
You held me tight
From behind
Sliding the straps
Imprints of your lips
Moved from my shoulders
Holding my hands,
You pushed me away
My skin now has scars
I remember the reason for all
While you consoled me
You kissed me deeper
Ignoring my tears, flowing out
You kept me close
Short giggle wondering why I cried
You asked me to stay quiet
Sliding your hands to removed my tee
You unhooked my brassiere with glee
I asked you to stop
Your eyes froze in anger
Pushing me down
You held me like I ain’t tender
. . . .
Now I am shaking drinking all this coffee
Lost in the pain you gave me
Wondering what wrongs I did to receive a punishment like this
You let your hands do the talking
Every time thinking this is right
I sit confused
Wondering I was a fool you won’t regret
I got confused with the words you say
You must be proud of yourself
That was something you needed
I completely vanished from your life
No trace of you in my life, just my mind…
You pushed down. down. down.
Never allowing me to rise
Sweetheart, the love you gave me was wasted
You broke my heart
You broke my soul
Now when someone says ‘I love you’
It fills poison in my body
With no emotion, just regret
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